Monday, July 9, 2012

Disowned

Disowned!!!! Yeah, that is what my family has done to me. They have disowned me for life... Why? Because I am in love with a British Christian man and want to spend the rest of my life with him. Isn't it strange? How can parents be so ruthless towards their own flesh and blood?
Well, as you all know, things were not going very good with John, he just wasn't willing to commit, so I sort of gave him an ultimatum. I said either you commit to me or else I am leaving this country for good and moving to the US, where I would be granted asylum based on my apostasy. He got paranoid and agreed to meet my family, since my parents are on a visit this summer and staying with my brothers, so I invited mom and dad for lunch two weeks ago to a restaurant and told them that I am bringing someone special whom I want them to meet and approve. They were a bit skeptical, but I think they almost assumed it would be a Pakistani or an Indian Muslim or maybe an Arab, but I am sure they never expected to see a white guy.

As soon as they entered the restaurant, John and I got up to greet them. To say that my parents were shocked beyond their wits would be the understatement of the year. Anyway, dad shook hands and we all sat down for lunch and I must say that dad did behave pretty good, he was civil to him and they both talked about cricket, food, England, the Middle East and the crazy Arabs and their erratic driving. It went on pretty smooth and then we all departed with a very civil goodbye. Then an hour later, while John and I were watching a movie at his place, mom called me up and said, "This is the last time I am calling you, because your dad and I disown you: from this day onwards, you are dead for us. You have really let us down by getting involved with a non Muslim. It's over, so please
never even try to get in touch." And she just hung up on me.

I was devastated and started crying uncontrollably. John could not believe it either, and poor guy has been extremely supportive since then. Last week my mom sort of came around, she called me up, but now she is pretending nothing happened. She always calls me when dad is not around, which I am sure means dad has no idea she is talking to me. Both my brothers are not talking to me either, but my sisters in law are, and they have been very nice about it. I guess women are easier to come around than men when it comes to matters of the heart.

John left for the UK last week and I then applied for a UK visit visa, which I just got on Thursday, and now the next step is to apply for a Schengen visa, as John and I plan to travel across Europe, but the most difficult part is how in the world am I going to explain to my family, friends, colleagues and everyone else that why the hell am I going away on a trip to the UK and Europe right in the middle of Ramadan. They don’t know that I am not a Muslim anymore and this time in Ramadan, for the first time in my life, I won’t be fasting, so that part is going to be tough.

I know one thing for sure, that I want to spend the rest of my life with this man and I can do anything, just about anything for him and our future together. I would like to request all my readers to please pray for us and that my family would eventually come around and accept me for what I am. So till next time, have a great week. Cheers.

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  1. Yes, praying for you... may you stay safe, and stay free!

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  2. As for the Schengen visa... could you not apply for it from England itself?

    You've probably picked the best time of year to visit Europe. I recommend the Eastern part... Poland, Czech Republic, Hungary - or Croatia for a bit of beaches. Great cities and beautiful scenery. And they don't resemble the Middle East anywhere near as much as some of the countries to the West ;-)

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  3. Thanks God that u have arrived to this point. I will pray only for your safety and freedom.Don't worry about your family,just have a faith on God. He will arrange everything before your way. Don't forget one thing, God knows about you more than you might comprehend about you and your problems.

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  4. Awww, poor PUGLI has been disowned...how the mighty have fallen, from a COCK hunter to an ILLEGAL immigrant, hehehehehe....LOL. Oh well given what a shite person the fake blogger has been towards her family, is it any surprise

    can't wait for the next installment of this comical tale :) :) :)

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  5. Okay, a word of solidarity from the lands of the Enlightenment. This is hard on a level no one else can imagine, but you are keeping the one thing, the only thing, that ultimately matters: your rational mind. Your own mind, that is no one else's. There is nothing in the whole world more important than that - and that religion can so poison a father against his own daughter says everything about how important that sanctity is.

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  6. Work on it through your Mum. But never reveal to your relatives you are not a Muslim till you are safe in a western country for good.

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  7. An honor killing is not out of the question. And this means you can never reveal your true identity to your family or ever visit any Muslim country again. Its out of the question.

    Leaving the oppressive prison of Islam is a brave step! Figuring out where to go from there is something that takes a lot of thought and determination.

    Good luck with your new life!

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  8. Contact the FBI and enroll in the Witness Protection Program :)

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  9. My prayers go to you,my god bless you

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  10. u choose yr path from right to left cause ur love to a man is greater than love to god ??astafirullah. . yr heart will never rest in peace...mark my word

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  11. Okay, I don't understand why you would leave your religion? Just because your parent's disowned you? You leave your religion just because your parent's disowned you? Just wow.

    I'm a Pakistani girl myself, 18 and will most likely marry a non-muslim since I live in a country where the majority of the men are Non-Muslim. I will be lucky if I am not honor-killed by my parent's. Islam is against killing but they are going to be furious. Just as I am going to be (possibility) in love and breaking the rules by marrying a non-muslim.

    If my parent's are civil and value their freedom and want to keep my siblings then they will not kill me. Instead they will disown me. I know that going through this is easier said than done but I have to make my decisions in life. If my parent's can disown me because I could be marrying a Non-Muslim (notice I am using Non-Muslim, instead of white/latino/asain because they don't care about race, only religion) then I'm unsure if I want to spend the rest of my life with them. I love them. I love them dearly but if they think they can control me than woe on them.

    Even if this disown me I will forever stay Muslim. I was born a Muslim and will die a Muslim - even if I die a bad one because I love Allah. I might not agree with everything in the Quran but I still love him and try to follow most things. It's still better to be a bad Muslim than a non-believer.

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    1. Not sure where you coming from or where you going to, except I notice you are a typical selfish person. There are plenty of Pakistanies, including our resident clown aka skouti, who live in minority Muslim countries and 99.99& don't step outside their imaginary Paki bounds as if they are living back home, will NEVER allow a woman to marry any non-muslim. There are hundreds of cases of horror killing every year they call "honor" killing of young girls like you die of heinous death.

      You say you are 18 (going on six). If you have cared to read liberated's postings you will know she finds Islam repugnant. You state that "if this (sic) disown me I will forever stay Muslim". If you are a reasonable person, you will never worship Allah as depicted by Mo in Quran but a God who is googilian times more superior than anything we could ever imagine, which does not require helping hands of Mo's army. You will be willing to find your own God like the Liberator. You will love God without hating a single soul no matter what. These are extreme requirements that are nearly impossible to fulfill.

      What will be your children in the Majority non-Muslim country where you live? Suppose, your partner didn't want you to influence them would you accept his condition? Do you ever wonder what different paths other religions have to offer to help you guide through life? By the same token, do you ever wonder if you do or don't believe in God, will the wind stop blowing, will a hair stop in its track while falling, will the birds stop singing, will ...??

      You can ask zillions of similar simple questions and if the answer to all of them is "no" then you ought figure you have been duped by the Alla-head-hitters and time to exit, like the Liberator and unlike the resident clown skouti.

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    2. Oh Wow, poor dar schan gave himself a real humdinger of a nose bleed there didn't he folks, bahahahahaha

      take it easy dar old bean........

      oh BTW did you bother to turn up at the Islam hating fest in sweden.....looks like only 90 of the PUSSYs turned up.....bummer eh.

      I guess a "brave internet warrior" like you had better things to do than lick spencer's ass in swden, ROFLMAO :)

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    3. Man oh man - our resident clown takes a peek here again - I got to hand to you, you are a true "comic" but pathetic. I live a long distance away from Sweden. I guess you took your sorry ass to demonstrate against the Freedom march, did you skouti? What is your excuse bitch not showing up to support Mo-fckers?

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    4. Ooooh easy dar schan old bean.....you letting your HATE get the better of you again, LOL

      the global hate fest truly fizzled out in spectacular fashion.....you are the rest of the CUNTS in jw could not be bothered to turn up as we all know you lot are too poor, too stoopid and too embarrassed to show up to support the master LOONs......sad indeed :)

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  12. Don't bother Thenameis_Sammi,

    This blog is a fake......dreamnt up by spencer to gain a lil publicity but as you can see it has spectacularly backfired on him

    even his own supporters have given up on the so called "liberated one" - questioned how real this blogger was from the start. some of them even accused spencer of creating a lesbian, LOL

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  13. Big shout out to skouti!!!
    This blog is the funniest thing on the net.
    Shakila the blogger comes straight out of a comic book. Let's start from the top!
    The question you should be asking yourself is " how can a child be so ruthless to her parents? "
    This is how you repay them????
    Secondly the white boy is not willing to commit because he doesn't fancy a paki ball and chain around. What's he going to tell all his buddies at the pub?
    Thirdly, your fathers may have kept his cool but wait until white boys parents clap their eyes on you.
    DAMN! That's all I gotta say!
    So now all your family has abandoned you as you have abandoned them.
    Johnny boy has already scarpered, he will be changing address and mobile phone no as we speak!
    Look on the bright side you still have bible classes twice a week! :-)

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    1. Nobody owns a human being no matter what. Do you get that pee-brain?

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  14. look on the bright side of life dar schan.....the fake murturd is available just for you BIG BOY, really don't know who to feel sorry for......ROFLMAO!!! :)

    As for being owned.......guess spencer knows plenty about that with the way this blog has has gone down the U bend at high speed

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  15. from this thread -

    skouti - "you are the rest of the CUNTS in jw could not be bothered to turn up";

    skouti - ".looks like only 90 of the PUSSYs turned up."

    skouti - "I guess a "brave internet warrior" like you had better things to do than lick spencer's ass"

    skouti - "from a COCK hunter to an ILLEGAL immigrant, hehehehehe....LOL"

    skouti - "Oh well given what a shite person the fake blogger has been towards her family"

    skouti - ".the fake murturd is available just for you BIG BOY"

    I did not look very hard to collect your "intelligent quotes about life and love"

    skouti, you are suffering from verbal diarrhea. Here are the symptoms - you have the habit of talking crap often; You spit out shit every time you speak. Really skouti, you are this character. I nearly forgotten to mention your are a "good" Muslim. ROFLMAO!

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  16. Oh dear, you know life is grim for our resident Islam hater, dar schmuck when the poor boy can only post the same stuff twice :)

    It's a bit like announcing an global anti-jihad movement and to your eternal embarrasement only 50 loons turn up

    Or a bit like spencer creating a fake murturd and his own fan base deserts him......shame. well dar-schmuck is hanging in there.......just, PSML :)

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  17. If you decide to move to the US, I'm sure you will be able to find many people who are happy to help someone in your situation. I have no doubt that some Christian group would help you find somewhere to stay temporarily - probably in some family's home - and help you find employment.

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  18. This is clearly a forged account. Mention of Robert Spencer and Christianity - with some random Arab-Muslim girl is just too big a coincidence.

    Then there is the promotion of Ali Sina - who isn't averse to creating such persona. This person's alleged e-mail is available at alisina.org [As of 19/09/2012 - the site is offline] and the writing style is a bit too different.

    I am not saying this is a forgery by Spencer himself - I don't know. But the comments about Muslims are suspiciously like the one's Sina comes up with. The only problem is that . . . I have never come across one of his articles that well written. Neither is his book so well written.

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    You can tell a lot from the way a person writes - this is the post that made me suspicious:

    http://liberatednow.blogspot.co.uk/2012_03_01_archive.html

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    1. I don't see any reason to think there is any kind of coincidence. Why shouldn't someone who is unhappy in her religious culture be looking for a way out and find information by Robert Spencer?

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    2. Mo wrote - "This is clearly a forged account." ... wow... Mohammad... you are a genius. Can you explain to us how did you come to such a remarkable conclusion in a heart beat, yet you adhere to the forgery of thousand years staring smack centre between your wide open eyes? Take it easy feller if you can't figure the obvious.

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    3. Dar-schan you have not really said much to counter my suspicions . . . and this: "Mo" was simply being rude.

      "an you explain to us how did you come to such a remarkable conclusion in a heart beat"

      Not in a heart beat . . . but several months of studying and countering Sina.

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    4. " Why shouldn't someone who is unhappy in her religious culture be looking for a way out and find information by Robert Spencer?"

      Fair point . . . however - its the content of the blog posts - suspiciously written in a tone of English - that is very American. All references point to USA and none to Arabia.

      Yet this person lives in Arabia?

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      Then its the actual content . . . over-whelming praise of Israel - without a single objection. Really?

      The the style of some posts is a bit too like what Sina write about . . .

      alleged email that Sina has on his site . . . and the writing style of this person are too different.

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  19. On cue, our resident loon Dar schan comes crawling out of the woodwork.......where you been hiding son?????

    Here this will cheer you up

    http://www.loonwatch.com/2012/09/pamela-geller-spreads-loon-hoax-nigerian-muslims-crucify-cat-over-muhammad-film/

    Now you see why no one believes a nut job like spencer unless you happen to be a fcukin genius like dar schan :)

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    2. Do you think a person with a more than a couple of active neurons is going to check out the facts from your bull crap loonies-get-together site? You got to be joking.

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  20. Thwack!!!.......the sound of the facts smacking dar schmuck upside his head again :)

    Hilarious the way he swallows the BS from geller/spencer without stopping to ask why

    Anyway dar schmuck, what has happened to the fake MURTARD? spencer havin a hard time making up the next story........hmmmm.......Hehehehe

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  21. There is difference between criticism of Islam and spreading hate towards Muslims . . . there is a clear undertone of deep seated hatred towards Muslims. Go to either . . . Spencer or esp. Sina - such blurring is so obvious there.

    An ex-Muslim hatred towards Islam is understandable . . . but such vilification of Muslims? No.

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    It doesn't matter how many smart-alec comments some people will write back at me . . . My suspicions will not reside.

    Take the systematic stereotypical portrayal of, in particular, men - this is isn't done by those struggling with fundamental identity problems.

    There are many blogs written by ex-Muslims - you will not find a single on written in such a style.

    Then there is often clear cut separation from "objectionable" acts and behaviour - take the post talking about Israel for example:

    this person always is clear to say things like . . . "I was always against. . . "

    What? This person wasn't a normal human? Was she/he always such an angel?

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  22. And the funniest part.......Spencer's own supporters didn't believe a word written by this fake blogger........man, how sad is that ? They deserted him in droves

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  24. Do you know what makes the use of American English, its vocabulary and idiomatic expressions so surprising? The lack of any Arab or Pakistani influence.

    The author claims to live in Arabia - however also claims that she doesn't understand the Arabic Quran. But this too is an impossible feat!

    Not knowing much Urdu or Punjabi (or any other S.E Asian language) is understandable. But complete lack of it isn't.

    Then there is not knowing any Arabic of any kind. . . at least the local dialect - for someone to effectively work in Arabia.

    And good level of MSA - if the position is anything above menial.

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  25. Is it possible that she grew up watching American movies, reading American publications, and listening to American songs?

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    1. Yes - but that doesn't explain the EXTENT of the American English . . . nor the lack of any Arabic or Pakistani influence.

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    2. If you learn a language at an early age, would it be influenced very much?

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    3. It can be - I learned Urdu in less than ten years - and my parents moved back to UK. Punjabi was my mother language.

      Also - she has supposedly lived 25years in Arabia - she works there - hence she must know the 2 forms of Arabic. Yet there is an implication - she doesn't.

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  26. but of course.........cue next stoopid comment from isntlam :)

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  27. "but of course"

    What retard talks like that?

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  28. Don't apologise LOSER BOY, not your fault you are just another backward ass HATER who got suckered by the fake blogger........that makes two of you, the rest clued into it quickly

    Hurt much ? hehehehehe :)

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    1. It's hard to imagine anyone is a bigger sucker than you are.

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    1. skouti - drop the "troll" attitude - there is no need or call for it. Why do it? Only cowards abuse others behind the anonymity of the Internet.

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  30. Sir yes Sir! You just a tad lil late to this party my oh so serious friend so don't take this the wrong way when I tell you to FOXTROT OSCAR :)

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  31. skouti - you are wasting your time blogging here - save your breath, so am I. why don't you go on Jihad-watch and get your butt kicked like all those other trolls occasionally show up? I am interested if you have an opinion or just suffering from verbal diarrhea.

    Mo-Amin : if you think you have done analysis about the blogger and concluded she is fake, you are no more clueless and mistaken about her than you were about skouti. Clown.

    Did you get that ass-uppers?

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    2. You are one rude little individual - another net troll.

      The thing is - I have sat through and worked it out . . . as it is perfectly clear from your comments - you haven't.

      And then there is you troll attitude.

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  32. Yo dar schmuck back for more licks, LOL.

    What's the matter, slow day in yer world of HATE ?

    even the fake blogger aka spencer has given up..........this site is
    So-oooooooo dead...........a bit like jihad watch.........yeah i tore those fcukwits a new one over their global hate fest in Stockholm..and spencer couldnt face the truth so he banned me, when I broke the news that less than 50 of those wankers turned up, Hehehehe. Not even dar schmuck could be bothered. With fans like that eh........yeah that explains why spencer treats his support like mushrooms.......keep em in the dark n feed em shit all day long :)

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  33. read my lips - I am interested in whether you have an opinion. It is already known to public you have verbal diarrhea. I treat people like you regularly.

    I saw a couple of your postings on JW - I thought the clown is addicted to abusing himself in the open. Out of interest, have you ever written a book about anti-Robert? Of course not - you could not write a single sentences about anything without flavoring with vulgarity. Shame on you.

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    1. "It is already known to public you have verbal diarrhea. I treat people like you regularly."

      But - you are the same. You two it appears suit each other.

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  34. Oh man, tweedle dee and tweedle dumb in full flow now.......gawd help us......we got the sharpest tools in the Islam hating looniverse on the case folks

    So you two bright sparks should be able to tell us why spencer has killed off the fake blogger? Hmmmmm

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  35. skouti - don't get me wrong friend- I want to help you. You need it nearly as much as your brother Mo Amin.

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  36. The hits keep on smacking poor dar schmuck, all on his lonesome now he has been binned by his own bum chum spencer and his creation.

    Dar schmuck has truly been DISOWNED!!!

    ROFLMAO :)

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